Saturday, July 16, 2005

hi people~

friday lessons were BORING
like the rest of the week wasn't
lolls

gort maths tazz ma
dunno how to do
sigh
sec one already canot catch up le
sec two how?!?! *
sec three how?!?! *
sec four how?!?! *

lolls
tai kua zhang le. xP

heard tt all the newbie councillors now under "probation"
habta follow the sec twos councillors do duty
wonder im followin who
*prays hard*
hope dey are a bunch of crappy ppl
if nort i will die


r.o.d'05 ish ova juz liddat
yea one week ago
a bit too late to blog bout it now
but
at least i gort blog about it right?! =D

csm >> jasmine *i was really really surprised u noe. really. no offences though*

dcsm >> pingkee n weilun
training head >> huizhen
one of the youth affairs head >> renying
*sorta expected it. haha*

blah blah blah
also quite surprised
tt ppl like cheryl n liwen dint bcum heads of depts.
okays
REALLY surprised

arthur = log head? >.< >.<

den they were quite late for gm
bcoz they gort listenin compre. exam
so cant blame 'em
o_O

rain rain go away
cum again another day

no footdrill ytd also
okay la
a little
coz rain ma
zhen sao xing
wanted to see how the new seniors teach footdrill

den after they intro themselves
*juz realised tt there are more sec threes than i expected*
we changed into pt kit
pt time~~

my legs were tremblin a little after all those
duckwalk
running
jumping jacks
crutches
pumping *my favourite? bleah*

this was the first time im rather glad that gm ish ova..haha..no other meanin

papa fetched moi hme!
lolls
weiching da shun feng che also
went petrol station first coz no more petrol le

imagine
a person in full brigade n another in pt kit pushing a car in the middle of e road
*.*

went hme.
ate dinner at kopitiam
typical place to eat
cheap but gort good food!!
recommended!!

went back hme early
then juz slept like a pigg
mabbe too tired ba
n missed tan pan zhuang jia
grr
i hate myself sumtimes

sigh
today slack at hme like siao
dun feel like gg out
dun feel like doin hw
dun feel like doin anythingg

kaes
i go TRY do sumthing constructive

remember to tag kaes
thanks ppl
really
syo-na-ra

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nobody understands me..
nobody..
not even my family. my friends..
not even you..
especially you..

don't judge a book by itz cover..
im more sensitive than you think..
i may look like im giving you an attitude..
but bear this in your mind..
YOU made me do it..

you always just stood at the corner..
and dint say anything..
ignored me when you knew that i was depressed and needed your console..
talked to me only when you felt like to..

i tried not to think about it..
i tried to think that i was just thinking too much..
i tried to think that you dint mean it..
but you weren't..
fine..
im not going to do anything..
anymore..
cause im sick of it..
sick of everything..
sick of you..

happy now..
im not disturbing you..
im not bothering you anymore..
im not goin to care about you anymore..
and guess what..

i think i can get used to that kind of life..