Saturday, March 04, 2006
ncTWO. =)
quite blur. oh wells. hah. had trg at hq on saturday.
we did the prac cases like dunno wad. sigh. =Oour slow march suck la.. =(okays. not jus slow march.everything. :((hope can do well in hn.. *sighs* got an email from ms ho just now..thought could put part of it here.. meaning i deleted some stuff la.. to let those who is reading this right now see.. yupp..it made me realised how lucky i am. even a tiny tinge of motivation for comp. =On a more somber note, I have something sad to share.
My youngest sister, Joyce, is currently in Year 2 in VJ.
Her classmate just committed suicide on Friday night,
right after he finished volleyball practice in school.
He jumped down from a block of flat,
leaving behind a note and the broken hearts of his parents, sister and girlfriend.
I am not blaming him or anything
but I can't help but to feel such a great sense of loss for a life so abruptly extinguished.
This boy had such a bright future ahead.
I met him last year when my sister had a class gathering.
He stood out because he carried himself well, was very intelligent and was good looking too. Joyce told me that he was doing well in school, both academically and in his sports.
His teacher and classmates were all very confident that
he was going to get a scholarship after his A levels.
But all these do not matter anymore now that he is gone.
The really sad part is, despite doing so well,
I think he could not handle the expectations and the stress.
I am not being morbid here or trying to freak all of you out
but I do hope that all of you still remember what I told you
when you first stepped into 5.1 almost 3 years ago.
I said that I wanted to be able to teach you about about life.
However, to know about life is to know about death.
Right now, all of you are in the prime of your life and your future is bursting with possibilities, enjoy this moment and live it well.
I hope and want all of you have the resilence to pick yourself up after you've fallen.
Life is not how much you can and have achieved,
it is also about what you have given
and whether you have made a difference in the lives of the people around you
and lending a helping hand those who needs it.
When the going gets tough, don't just look inwards by
blaming yourself,
blaming life,
despairing and giving up hope.
And now that you guys are all experiencing hormonal rush and
getting real excited about the opposite sex,
I do want you to know that it is not the end when love ends.
Some of you might be laughing and thinking that you will never be heartbroken,
well, I can only say that this will only happen if you are very, very fortunate in love
or you have a heart of stone.
The experience can be devastating and all I can ask of all of you is to remember that
time really heals all wounds if you are willing to let go.
But if you are out there having fun, remember, don't break the hearts of others.
So please remember to continue to have integrity, to be sensitive and basically,
having a heart
and
be humane.
thanks for letting me realise all this.i appreciate it. :) maybe some of you would think that why did i put this here..oh wells. i jus felt that i had to? *shrugs* dorothea HAH. wadeva la. genius. =))cassandra lolx. ignore her. =Pqiao ohh..chey.. i thought she really that clever.. HAH.nach o.o i dun believe you. are you HER in disguise of nattanich? o.Oqw hellos! hahas.. tyty! =))cher hah. tyty! okays! =Dnette whee! tyty! =DDrachel we will! you all too yea? =))'ros okie dokies. =) you all jiayou too! =Danother day closer to the big day.
we WILL wait for you, jin___
