Monday, May 29, 2006

hmm.
dun really know how to start.
oh wells.
rod was last friday? LOL.
was weird. as in it din felt like last year.
i din last for the whole parade. hahs.
cause shihao was swaying LITERALLY in front of me. ugh. (:
the arrangement was the same.
din really like listen to wad mryong was announcing.
heh. (:
nobody cried.
well, eileen and i thought maybe some would.. hmm.
din really feel any emotions though.. =\
tried to zi-high. succeeded. three cheers for me. woolala.. (:
felt proud of the presents that we gave. yup.
ask me why personally. hahs. =p

to NCOs'osix: all the best in wadeva you do!
we'll miss you! hahs. (:

to NCOs'oseven: congrats! hahah. eh, jiayou! (:(:(:

went chengsan de cc there to hav dinner..
w nattanich, wc and eileen.
was damn full. hahah. (:(:
the uncle gave eileen a treat! cause we sang birthday song to her then he know.
ahha. (:

went home w wc..
reached hg abt 9 plus.. heh.
too tired to come online.. whee.

went sakae sushi w family to celebrate mama's birthday.
yum yum. (:
i love sushi la. =p

TAG REPLIES. (:(:(:

nette hellos! LOL. okays.. hahs. oh.. kkaes. better than last? heh. =p

sinying yo great granddaughter! hah! LOL. you're nice too. heh. cya! (:

sherilyn hahas. obviously? (: LOL. im fast ma. heh heh.
fine la. BHB. heh heh.

cpa yo. hahas. sorry la.. =X

laoniang hahas. thankyou thankyou. LOL. lazy..
we know then can le. heh. =p

ger yo! haha. really? O.O LOL.

cas hahas. yea.. itz a longgggggggg oneeeeeee! (:(:(:

rachel really? *gasps* hahah!

christ hahah. thanks. im already a panda girl? =p

sherilyn LOL. im cheered up. yay. (: thanks a lot! heh.

son LOL. who cares about you.. hahah! (:(:

sinying hello! hahas. yupp! you too! yay! class chalet! (:

rachel yupp. updated. three cheers for me. woo. X)

cpa in the past? =S

sherilyn you first day know me ar? hahah! LOL. remind me. whee. =p

christ lalal. (:



it aint going to be the same again.
no matter here or there.
inside out.
everything's changed.
literally.
both positively. both negatively.
not sure whether i'll like it or not.

but oh wells.
that's life.
a simple girl living her everyday like nobody's business.
im reverting to my old self.
not the one that you see smiling everyday.
im breaking up. yea.

broken down quite a few times recently.
din dare to do stuff that i used to do.
tried harder than expected to please some people.
whom i could like ignore.
respect is really a big thing you know.

i told myself.
she din really meant it for herself.
i told myself
he dint really meant to mean that way.
but all i gna say
itz jus to let go.
let go of everything that i hav been clutching onto
so tight
so selfishly

just let go
just let go.